Why?

Why this always happens with me 😩

Jo bhi life mai aata h hmesha ignores me.. yarr zyada kuch expect nahi karta kisi se bas thoda sa care cahiye hota h as a friend..

Friendship mai I always make myself available for other person. Jitna zyada ho pata h mujhse sab karta hu mai still lagta h samne kisi ko kabhi fark hi nai padta mujhse.. yarr mrko formalities nahi cahiye hoti bas tum mann se thoda sa baat kar liya karo bahut hota h mere liye..

This time it happened like mai uske liye hmesha available rehta tha toh when I needed her she just tried to be available for formality.. like mann se nahi tha bas formality h nibhani h uss tarah se tha
Itne close friend ko khona bahut zyada bura lag raha h kasam se can’t explain this😩😩😩😩 bhagwan aisa sab dikhana h toh marr hi do mujhe yarr..

Kya kami h mujh mai aisi? 😭😭😭

My writings

Hey guys. If you have read my posts than you might have understood that I am not a writer. I write very simple English and use very common words. I am not good in content writing but I am here just to express whatever I feel. My posts are not quotes or any poem etc. Whatever I feel I just write and it makes me feel better that’s it.

Thanks for reading 🙃♥️

Typical me

I get excited over small things
I get attached very easily
I love unconditionally
I get emotional over small things
I get hurt even by small behaviour change of yours
I rarely get angry
I just need some love from you

Maybe you will never understand my love still I will keep loving you throughout this life unconditionally 🙃♥️

Karma

ये आत्मा मेरी-तेरी,
ये जन्म और मृत्यु सभी,
क्या सूर्य और क्या ये जमीं,
समयचक्र से ही सभी चले,
तेरे वश में बस तेरा काम है,
बस कर्म पर अधिकार है,
कर्म में ही तेरी शान है,
कर्म तेरी पहचान है,
बस कर्म।

चल छोड़ मन की कमजोरियाँ,
रिश्तों की मजबूरियाँ,
जीवन संघर्ष से बचना ही क्या?
जीवन संघर्ष से बचना ही क्या?
जीवन संघर्ष से बचना ही क्या?

Peace

Pichle 5-6 din se to chize sahi thi but abhi wapas waisa hi lagne laga h.. I wish yeh situation zaldi parr ho jaye.. sayad yaha likhne se mann zara halka ho jayega and sayad zara better feel hone lage.. abhi wapas waisa hi lagne laga h.. last 30 minutes se lag ra h jaise saans atak gayi h.. zor zor breathing karne ki kosish kar ra hu but lag ra h mann mai bahut bojh h aur kisi se khul ke baatein karne ka mann kar ra h.. zara positivity cahiye mrko.. aise hi attacks aate rehte h barr barr aur bahut zyada frustration hone lagti h.. sadly I have no one jo mujhe samaj paye ya jisse baat karu thoda sa.. bhagwan ka hi naam le ra hu iss time ki help karo meri aur zara sa mann ki shanti do ya fir ek heart attack ke saath khatam hi kar do mujhe..

Kya bolu aur mai khud confused sa hu😅 abhi to bada blank blank sa feel ho ra h.. words nai h but mann mai bojh bahut h pata nai kaise nikalu usse.. bas pary hi kar ra hu ki zaldi mai normal ho jau 😔

I wish kisi ko aisa na lage.. duniya mai har kisi ke pass kya kuch nai h but peace kahi nai h duniya mai.. log bas materialistic chizo mai khushi dhundte rehte h but khushi kabhi tikti nai kisi ke pass.. mrko bas internal peace cahiye.. bhagwan sabko shanti de aur khush rakhe..