Peace

Dying for little peace to come so that I can close my eyes and sleep for some time.

I don’t want money or fame or anything and at this moment I don’t want anyone in my life. I just want little peace in my heart.

Don’t know why but even small disturbance affects me so much. I become restless, I face problem in breathing, my heart starts paining a lot, I get so frustrated and helpless.

Strange part is that no one knows what I am going through. I don’t have anyone with whom I can share these things. No friends, No loved ones, No one in this world.

I just want to sleep. Sleep and never get up๐Ÿ™ƒ

Wait

Eagerly waiting for the day when this feelings will end

When I will stop getting attached to people

When no one will able to hurt me

When my soul will get some peace

When my heartbeats will stop beating so fast

When I will have no breathing problem coz my breaths will stop forever

When this pain will end forever

That day will really be very beautiful and so much peace will come to me. I wish the day of end comes soon๐Ÿ˜Œโค๏ธ

I am not using this site to post quality content with good english. I don’t have good writing skills. I just post whatever I feel coz I don’t have anyone with whom I can talk and share my feelings. So I just post whatever there is in my heart and best part is no one here know me. No one in real life will come to know I am going through so much of mental and emotional stress๐Ÿ™‚

Maybe one day I will stop posting here and that time you can believe that I died๐Ÿ˜Œ death will give some peace to my soul.

Feeling like hell๐Ÿ˜ญ I don’t know whats death but I am sure that it will be better than this loneliness. It feels so empty. I continuously think of some people of my past and it pains a lot. I want to forget them but can’t do. Continuously they come in my mind and my heart starts paining a lot. I am such a emotional fool. I am so weak mentally and emotionally. Don’t know what to do to overcome this frustration. Frustrated like hell. Ghutan hone lagi h andar se kuch zyada hi. Bechaini h zyada hi. I will die seriously! I cannot live like this ๐Ÿ˜ญ Can’t bear this pain yarr. God help me out. Relieve me from this pain๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ